Heart to be Stolen Season 1 Episode 1

 

by Beverley Jeremiah

    Growing up in a small village within a single parent family I was always looked upon to set the example. Therefore, I never dated simply because, I was scared to do so and I grew up in church and dating back then  before marriage was seen as unrighteous or an abomination . And so I really started dating at age  23 (you know what I mean). My friend introduced me to  this handsome guy, I lost all words. He had all the physical features that I hoped for in a guy with the exception of the emotional support that was also of importance for a lasting relationship.This was found out later on while dating.  And so, dating only lasted for a short period and I did as my mind led me to, “I called it off”. I can  still remember the way it felt as I walked away simply because I wasn’t willing to communicate the difficulty I felt in just letting him know his short comings at that time. And so we parted only to discover a few months down the line, he was to be wed.😜      

I was hurt to be honest but they didn’t last. Evil bitch grin 🦹‍♀️.

      Two years later, I met another, in which the chemistry were even greater . Let’s call him Mr. Concern, for he had all the right lyrics and moves. Although, the physical features wasn’t as great as the first  he was able to pass what I call the public appearance test. Mr. Concern took care of me  emotionally in ways that am sure others have experienced. I started feeling like  the new and only Cinderella and Juliet to his story. I was in what was called inflated love 🥰. Mr. Concern, was the all time specialist for he calmed me in difficulties, I was embraced , pampered and called all the right names. The  clouds ☁️ and I were  one  awaiting the heavens to open and hopefully receive us. Notwithstanding time,  the moment came  when the other Cinderella’s and Juliet’s invading the main character role. It was a hostile takeover, I was pushed to the side awaiting another role but there wasn’t anymore roles needing to be filled. I was crushed in the most devastating way possible. From getting an evolutionary breakthrough back to ground  zero 😭. My mind was misplaced the pressure was  rising and my body entirely distorted but still got the strength to put an end to this story. Mind you I am persistent.  

      This hurt took a year and months before allowing myself to get out there  again. Then I met Mr. Possible, to whom was emotionally, physically and mentally  inclined. Ohhhh he had it all! I love a man that can pick my brain from time to time, one who speaks of the future with no remorse. Just the visual of him and myself  in this bubble ready to create a universe of  everything I  hoped. The turning of a blank paper into a beautiful artistic piece that can be interpreted in so many ways. The kind of movie love nah. Just the thought of I being entangled in his dreams, achievements and general lifetime long term goals makes me  feel like a queen.Right! Woooooo  wee I crowned myself throw away the cape  and forgot the existence of everyone and anything else for I was to be mentally wed to someone else’s  vision. Which by the way was one of my ultimate goal. Then the lesson of a lifetime came . 💔🛑

CANT DO THIS NO MORE .

Now , I am here 7 years older from when I first started dating and I am single. 

Should I continue dating ?

Or should I call it quits? 

Whats next? 

Story continues

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